9.26.2010

Dreams..things are looking up!



Good Morning my favorite followers. :) What a beautiful weekend in weather it has been. Today I have decided to journal a bit of what is going on in my life. In time much will be revealed but for now, I can say that things are definitely looking up for this Chef.

In two days my status will be changing. To some it may be a bitter sweet, but for me its a new beginning, a rebirth, a second chance, a new lease on life. I admit, there is a down side to all this, but I have been granted peace without any guilt. Many lessons have been learned and one of them is the heart grows back stronger and bigger. I have much more to give now in heart and in spirit and in physical presence.

I have learned that Dreams are not meant to be thought of or dreamed up while sleeping, they are meant to be acted out, to be lived and loved. My mission is to continually dream with my eyes open and pursue it. Live it out. Its not going to come to you, you've got to make it happen! The pursuit of happiness!

I have been asked and with honor I accepted to cater for a gathering in these coming weeks. Finger foods for 50 so I am quite excited! I'm sure nerves will kick in. I am a perfectionist when it comes to this. I pray this is a stepping stone for many other opportunities and a permanent career change in the food industry. For me and my assistant..The Sous Chef. Whom at a later date will be revealed. I am eternally in debt to this individual and to God for giving me such a graceful hand to guide and believe in me. :)

Along with these dreams and pursuit of happiness, I have found myself and growing into a rare bloom. Shedding this hard outer shell that has protected her from life and the world. Thus far 50 lbs ridden of it. I thank my God and my kindred souls for their empowerment and love. I feel that there is nothing I can't do right now. In the midst of all this strength and life I am humbled that God is in control and is the beginner and finisher of all. In saying that, I am grateful to Him for beginning and introducing me to this new life and what has accompanied it.

To you followers, thank- you, for following and encouraging me along. It is inspiring and warming at the same time that people appreciate my food and hospitality. My mission, to have a permanent place where one may go to experience it at any time, and in the process it may feed you but comfort as well.

Enjoy this Sunday! I will be posting later a Brisket..lets see if it turns out first. :)

xoxo
massi

2 comments:

  1. What beautiful words Massi! You have such a special gift with words and great talent with cooking! I'm sure you will do amazing things ahead! In my prayers! And Blessings!
    BTW ~ I love the new look here!

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  2. Thank you so much, Holly! I appreciate your feedback and encouraging words. :) Perhaps I can and will create a cookbook also to incorporate my ways of writing. :) The look I believe will be the general theme of Bleu Luna. Great combo of colors.:)

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